Monday, September 13, 2004

K, I'm blogging more than once/twice a week now, or was it down to once a month? heh. Dosen't really matter. It's easier to write more when you actually know people read what you write. Altho I don't really know what difference that makes, since I'm only doing this for myself. It's good to be loved :0) I think that's why.

All I do is sleep, it's realy bumming me out.

"Take this pill and you won't be depressed anymore!"

Yes very true, but I just wish the pill would not make me so darn tired I can't enjoy my non-deprssed state cause I'm so fucking tired. So I get pills to keep me awake, but they are ceasing to work and they make my jaw stiff. Very strange. So for awhile I would wake up take the pill to keep me up and go back to bed. And then I would still get to work around 9:30-10 when I should be there at 9. But then at least I would be semi awake during the day.

I have momentarily stopped the pills that keep me awake and at the doctors suggestion I am going to take my anti-depressant a bit earlier in the evening. I got a perscription for different keep me awake pills, but I can't fill it till Thurs when I get some money cause I am broke at the moment. So it's going to be yoga and caffiene for the next couple of days.

Wish me luck.

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