I stopped playing RO (sort of), and I realize how much time it can really suck away. I think I want to get back to playing console games. This will get me out of my bedroom and break the cycle of work, ro, sleep.... well, it's not quite that bad but it's been bad enough.

On a very strange (to me) note, I'm actually *starting* to feel good. For the first time since, well... for the first time ever. Sreiously. I'm not exagerating. Not to say that I'm over everything, because I have alot to get over. There is alot I am upset about. But I do feel good today.