Something appears to be screwed up with my domain at the moment. XD I'm off to Seattle for work again :0/

So, I'm terribly terribly bad about posting. I always have been, mabey I always will be, I dunno. Anyway within the last few months I have been to Elko(once), and Seattle(twice). Work has been insanely stressful. I didn't know work could be that stressful. I don't make enoguh money for what I have been doing. No, really, I don't. I'm not one to think such thoughts either. But for the first time in my life I really feel like I'm worth more money. ::sigh::

Nothing I feel that I can do besides ride this one out. The end result is either my work will shut down for good, or make everyone rich. I just wish I knew wich path it would take, so I knew wich path to take. The worst part is it keeps slowly heading tword the second of the two but no money is coming forth. So more work, same amount of money. My phone bill is going up, my rent went up, I'm supposedly gonna have a water bill soon, and my gas bill went up. Well, something will get better, it has to.

On a different note, I got myself back in school. I start Monday. Business. Should be easy. Hopefully will be fun XD

Today is "f@#%kday" as in "F@#%k it's Monday, and I don't want to be at work!!"

It's real, I swear look it up....

No, don't. I just made that one up.

Me + any kind of athletic activity = ??? I didn't think the day would come. But I am on a softball team, and this is my third season. And I'm improving. I still suck, but it's ok. This is partly because my team puts up with the fact that I'm a softball newbie, even tho most of them play on more than one team and have been playing for years. The team is actually good. We are in first place at the moment. yay!!! I'm glad that everyone on my team is nice, cause I've seen some people on the field that aren't.
Anyway.


Plus I'm excited about the winter coming so I can snowboard. Hopefully I will have the cash for lift tickets.

All this is really good for me as I am the most uncoordinated person on the planet. Mabey I should have done this sooner?

nah.

Apparenlty, it's Humpday (aka Wednesday). As in the middle or "hump" part of the week. I had never heard this term before. kinda strange if you ask me.

I stopped playing RO (sort of), and I realize how much time it can really suck away. I think I want to get back to playing console games. This will get me out of my bedroom and break the cycle of work, ro, sleep.... well, it's not quite that bad but it's been bad enough.

On a very strange (to me) note, I'm actually *starting* to feel good. For the first time since, well... for the first time ever. Sreiously. I'm not exagerating. Not to say that I'm over everything, because I have alot to get over. There is alot I am upset about. But I do feel good today.

I forget what progress is sometimes. I think part of my problem is I want to (and think that I can) do eveything at once. If I can get up every morning, get a shower, have my hair and makeup done, be fed, and get to work on time, THAT would be progress. One step at a time.

So this morning: shower, makeup, breakfast, work at 9:10. Not too bad. should be at work at 9, however. And hair pulled back in a scrunchie. But that's usual.

Of course I had all kinds of plans to clean this morning. This is what I'm talking about. Did I get any of that done? hahaahaha!! Like I ever do. I jsut need to change my focus a bit I think.

Well ok I definately need to change my focus as I have rediscoverd my RO addiction. I have this time decided that I am going to be an alchemist. Now that my swordsman is a high-ish lvl (51, I think) I am realizing how much I screwed up the build. So, no second job change (crusader) for that character at the moment. Not bad at all for a first char tho. I looked into what my perfect char would be and decided to be gutsy and make a battle alchemist. It's going very well, even tho I am currently still a merchant. This is why I am addicted again. That plus that other game that I am beta testing.... sheesh.