Today is "f@#%kday" as in "F@#%k it's Monday, and I don't want to be at work!!"

It's real, I swear look it up....

No, don't. I just made that one up.

Me + any kind of athletic activity = ??? I didn't think the day would come. But I am on a softball team, and this is my third season. And I'm improving. I still suck, but it's ok. This is partly because my team puts up with the fact that I'm a softball newbie, even tho most of them play on more than one team and have been playing for years. The team is actually good. We are in first place at the moment. yay!!! I'm glad that everyone on my team is nice, cause I've seen some people on the field that aren't.
Anyway.


Plus I'm excited about the winter coming so I can snowboard. Hopefully I will have the cash for lift tickets.

All this is really good for me as I am the most uncoordinated person on the planet. Mabey I should have done this sooner?

nah.

Apparenlty, it's Humpday (aka Wednesday). As in the middle or "hump" part of the week. I had never heard this term before. kinda strange if you ask me.

I stopped playing RO (sort of), and I realize how much time it can really suck away. I think I want to get back to playing console games. This will get me out of my bedroom and break the cycle of work, ro, sleep.... well, it's not quite that bad but it's been bad enough.

On a very strange (to me) note, I'm actually *starting* to feel good. For the first time since, well... for the first time ever. Sreiously. I'm not exagerating. Not to say that I'm over everything, because I have alot to get over. There is alot I am upset about. But I do feel good today.

I forget what progress is sometimes. I think part of my problem is I want to (and think that I can) do eveything at once. If I can get up every morning, get a shower, have my hair and makeup done, be fed, and get to work on time, THAT would be progress. One step at a time.

So this morning: shower, makeup, breakfast, work at 9:10. Not too bad. should be at work at 9, however. And hair pulled back in a scrunchie. But that's usual.

Of course I had all kinds of plans to clean this morning. This is what I'm talking about. Did I get any of that done? hahaahaha!! Like I ever do. I jsut need to change my focus a bit I think.

Well ok I definately need to change my focus as I have rediscoverd my RO addiction. I have this time decided that I am going to be an alchemist. Now that my swordsman is a high-ish lvl (51, I think) I am realizing how much I screwed up the build. So, no second job change (crusader) for that character at the moment. Not bad at all for a first char tho. I looked into what my perfect char would be and decided to be gutsy and make a battle alchemist. It's going very well, even tho I am currently still a merchant. This is why I am addicted again. That plus that other game that I am beta testing.... sheesh.

eeek!! My change from breakfast this morning was $6.66.... That can't be a good sign. LOL

Soo much stress and emotions running around inside my head. But it's good stress. I don't know how to explain it really. My friend Kelly's marriage gives me closure in so many ways, somehow. Some reading this may have half a clue as to what I mean, some may have no idea, and then some may know all too well what I am talking about.

Anyway, I love Kelly like a sister and was honored to be her maid of honor (sounds kinda redundant, huh?).

Moving back in time, to a couple weeks ago, I have some pics from the faire weekend in California. Not much really, but here goes:


LOOK! It's the GREEN HAIRED HORNY DEVIL!!!

aka. My sister, Jen (with a side of cleavage, apologies to... well, you know who you are with the cleavage).


Keeping in mind that it takes me 20 mins to get to work, this was my hair 25 minutes before I was supposed to be to work on the Monday after the faire:





And this is my hair 20 minutes before I'm supposed to be at work:





I loved the braid. ::sigh::

But anyway, the question is: why the hell didn't I just hook the camera up to my computer and take a pic of myself that way? It would have been much easier. LMFAO!!! oh well.

WHITE WOMAN's FRO!!!!! woo hoo!