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So I'm going to England in May, but the hotel I wanted to stay at is sold out for one of the nights! bummer!! On Saturday I'm going to call that hotel and see what they say.... Mabey they'll have something... Doubtful, but I can TRY!!

dude...

dude...


Katamari! I got it for christmas and just can't descibe it!

Katamari drinking games!!

And a gaming grandma!

All of the above rocks!

wierd dream

I had the starngest dream that Angelina Jolie showed up at my house and then was suddenly my new best friend. The had earrings with her adopted kids initials on each ear (since she has the 2 kids, one set of initials on each ear). She was somehow hiding out, and I was helping to hide her. Then my parents showed up and I tried to explain my story to them as to why she was there. I think they believed me. wierd.

welcome to someday....

I remeber growing up and having thoughts about the future of Las Vegas. Things like "Someday housing prices will be sky high like California..." and "Someday the city will strecth all the way up the side of that mountain over there..."

So while I was driving back from my friend's new $300,000 house (which is very nice but not spectacular the way a similarly priced house would have been a few years back) located where there used to be nothing, it hit me that I'm now living in someday. In my $150,000 condo. What I never considered is the true financial impact of living in someday. It sucks. I think I thought wages would have gone up with the housing prices and all the expansion of the city that took place. They didn't. Somewhere in my mind condos are still like 80-90k. 110k for a really cool one. Altho the condos in my mind don't have granite. Mine has granite. And lots of closet space. I'm still moving up in the world. Even in the face of someday.

oh and on another note, in regards to the last post I wrote, Placido Domingo didn't even sing. So :0P to my dad. That's what you get for forgetting about me.

As usual,I don't feel like I'm keeping up with this blog thing enough..... *sigh*

I love how...

Nobody seems to know I exist sometimes... see here... Which is cool and all for her, but my parents could have told me/given me the option of going myself or something. Whatever, just being bitter. :0D Life is actually going pretty good, I suppose.

iorny

Random pic of me, I think I look a little like Drew Berrymore. So I'm posting it. My phone dosen't take such bad pictures for being a phone. Anyway....

I think about posting thigs and how I stress out over how people will react to me, yet when I decide to not stress about it I feel I can post freely. In fact I think about it and then I just want to post. Mabey this makes no sense, I dunno. It makes sense to me tho, and I see some iorny in it.

I think I'm finally going to get my closet cleaned out and organized the way it should be. There's an order to cleaning things and I don't know how it got established. I have no clue how my mind came up with it, but the bathroom must be cleaned first. It sometimes varies but the bathroom part seems to be the norm. Altho this condo has sort of proven to be an exception. I had to have all my files organized in the filing cabinet, then bathroom, then closet. This is all long term cleaning for me (a very ongoing process) since I didn't grow up being the most organized person I kinda have to force myself to get things the way I want them. Almost there... :0)

ice cream!!!

Peanut brittle ice cream is damn good.... So is anything made by handles. A trek was made to California specifically for the purchase of said ice cream. it was fun :0D I cream makes a great wedding present for the right person, but I don't think I'd want that as my wedding present.

In kitty news, I finally got the damn cone of the damn head of the damn cat. that took sooo much longer than it should have. I'd post a pic but I don't know where my USB cable is and I'm lazy... I'll find it eventually.

Thriller

*Disclaimer - anything written here is completely my own opinion and has nothing to do with the views of FFO*

Same goes for everything in this blog but in light of recent stuff I just felt the need for a disclaimer.


I currently feel I have lots to say....

I had a blast doing thriller, everyone did an amazing job, but in the end it just felt like another preshow. Hanging with an old friend afterwards reminded me of some things. Firstly none of the people in my life now are true "Rocky People" and they never will be. It was hard as heck to get anyone to come out and support me. One friend (and her husband) that came left in the middle of the show. Which I knew about before hand and I was ok with.

But this "old" friend (the only other person I got to go) is a true Rocky person. For one thing Rocky people support each other by going to shows (their own or otherwise) as audience memebers. She reminded me of some of the little things that used to go on at the show I used to go to about 11 years ago (eeek!! I'm old)

The bottom line is, I miss the giant cardboard penis and the floorgy. Serioulsy. All this "movie accuracy" is cool and all but it's breaking my Rocky spirit. sort of. I'm kinda divided on the whole thing. I love my cast. mostly. Except for some stupid cast politics. I love all the people on my cast. And I do mean *all* the people. Even tho sometimes I get angry with certian people for not acting their age. or for acting their age. I forget how young some of them are. But I'm not on some kind of "I'm older than you so fuck off" kind of trip.... I see them all as equals for the most part. I'm so split on Rocky right now it's crazy. Some things I like, some things I don't. I don't like my weight being used as a factor for anything. Second time in my life that's happened and I am FAR from being fat. But I'm not skinny any more either. I can only imagine what it's like for someone who actually is serioulsy overweight like more than the 10-15lbs that I tend to carry.... but I digress.... the fact that nobody in my life really wanted to come out and witness me on the big screen makes me reevaluate why I personally do Rocky. Don't get me wrong it was fun. It was alot of fun and I am proud to have been a part of that show... but like I said I'm divided.... but I'm not leaving my cast any time soon either.


I will post a link to our Thriller preshow when I get a chance to upload it.

today sucks

it's raining.... which is usually cool... However
ALLERGIES are killing me today

I'm doing good!

on the blogging front... meaning I'm actually doing it.... I should be quiet lest I jinx myself.

stupid cat!!

My kitty came home two days ago and managed to pull out like 3 of her 5 stitches somehow.... they're just gone!! I don't know how she did it cause she had no interest in them... she got the stupid cone collar off her head and then we could sorta see on the bottom of her incision that it was open. We took her back to the vet and they glued her shut. The vet is keeping her a few days so that she won't hurt herself anymore. I have no desire to give the vet anymore of my money. seriously (not that they're doing a bad job...just don't wanna do it anymore, too much ><).

Other than that not too much going on, I've been sorta depressed for no forseeable reason, but I'm feeling a little better today.

poor kitty

My poor kitty is getting her female organs ripped out as I type..... awwwww :0( Poor thing

blogging...

Yeah, so I finally am willing to admit it, I don't like blogging. Hence why I never do it. I am a procrastinator for one, so that dosen't help either. Sometimes I feel like I just don't want to tell the world what I am doing with my life, thus defeating the purpose of a blog. Sometimes I also feel like I need to watch what I say in my blog, also defeating the purpose of a blog.

However, I don't think anyone has actually read my blog in a long time anyway. So what's the point?

meh.

Well, at least my life appears to be on the upswing for once. Mabey that will make it easier to blog. I think so. I'm going to have to start an "advertising campain" of sorts for this blog. That sounds strange. oh well.

Sound & Fury this weekend!

So, I'm going to blog about something I'm happy about, instead of bitching about stuff... So, Friday I'm making it a half day of work and taking off for southern California to go see Sound and Fury.

That and our preshow for Halloween is shaping up very nicely.

I'm happy

for once.

major house cleaning

I finally decided that I'm going to use a regular old blogger template... and I'm going to use blogger's comments as well. We'll see how this goes. I have a lot of house cleaning to do, both literally and figuratively.

As completely indicative of my family, I am headed off to Utah to the Shakespeare Festival in Utah on a last minute's notice. Should be fun, :0D

grr, so of courrse I decide to start blogging finally, and blogger dosen't want to blog... I'll repost this later I guess.

since I am "officialy" a webmaster now..... here, I figured I should start this whole blogging thing up on a regular basis. (actually I guess it's not official untill the site goes live sometime this weekend)

I'm so listless right now. Seriousy. I guess it's going to be good now that I am going back to work. Even tho it's not the job I want. Forgive me for feeling a bit cynical, but you do everything that you're supposed to do in life and you end up unemployed. And I feel completely unemployable. Not only am I supposed to be employed I'm supposed to have a high paying job right now. That's just the way it should be. I worked hard to get my degree. damnit.
And I've been unemployed twice wtfits? Wow I dig my acronym. LOL (and then I go on to use one of the internet's most overused acronyms) ok anyway.
In other news:

My pussy is cute!!

It seems like everyone and their mother has a myspace account! including me,

:0P but it just seems like it's getting more and more widespread. really.

weeeee --- hotels.com complaint letter - prolly too polite, but oh well.


Booking number:
024575096

Motel:
Parkside Inn & Suites Maingate
1830 S. West StreetAnahiem CA 92802

June 30 - July 4 2005

This has got to have been the worst place I have ever stayed. I have many complaints, but I am only going to voice the biggest one: The roof was leaking and they didn't want to help me.

I returned to the room on July 3rd and found that there was a steady drip coming out of a small hole in the ceiling. I went to the front desk, and they told me that they were full, so they couldn't move us to a different room. I politely asked if they could refund our money for just that night at least because there was no way I could stay there that night. I was told they could not refund my money.

I left and came back later with my mother. By this time the leak had spread and it was leaking faster and over the bed (it had started between the beds). There was not a cloud in the sky on this day, and I was on the second floor so I don't understand how I had a leak in the first place. The AC units were mounted on the walls.

So this time my mom and I went back to the front desk and they tell us to call hotels.com, wich we did. After being put on hold numerous times (wich is annoying but ok) I was told that hotels.com was going to call the hotel because it was actually the responsibility of the hotel to fix this. Magically, the room next to me became available and we were moved next door.

I don't know how a hotel like this can even stay in business. My family and all the parties that stayed at this hotel will deinately be staying away from this hotel (there were 3 groups of us) and most likely hotels.com as well, if this is the quality of the hotels that you guys offer.



Never go to any motel with "parkside" omg it sucked!

wtf happened to my date headers? I'll have to look into that. but rejoice! I have returned comments to my blog.

I hate T-mobile!!!!! I'm currently canceling my account that was created when I tried to return a phone that was defective! I didn't need a new account, just a new phone! Becuse I upgraded my phone online, they couldn't figure out how to exchange the fucking thing.

I hate people at walmart too. A woman walked into my cart today cause she wasen't looking where she was going. Someone's kid did something similar case mom was threatening to leave her in the isle if she didn't follow, so the kid just pushed her way through! omfg!people! pay attention and teach your kids some effin manners!!!

Wow! I seem to be blogging once every two months! How'd that happen!?! I got laid off again (this is the second time in 2 years, from the same place) so I should have some time to reflect on life now... LOL

I'm going to play Magenta tomorrow night. Very cool. :0)

Something appears to be screwed up with my domain at the moment. XD I'm off to Seattle for work again :0/

So, I'm terribly terribly bad about posting. I always have been, mabey I always will be, I dunno. Anyway within the last few months I have been to Elko(once), and Seattle(twice). Work has been insanely stressful. I didn't know work could be that stressful. I don't make enoguh money for what I have been doing. No, really, I don't. I'm not one to think such thoughts either. But for the first time in my life I really feel like I'm worth more money. ::sigh::

Nothing I feel that I can do besides ride this one out. The end result is either my work will shut down for good, or make everyone rich. I just wish I knew wich path it would take, so I knew wich path to take. The worst part is it keeps slowly heading tword the second of the two but no money is coming forth. So more work, same amount of money. My phone bill is going up, my rent went up, I'm supposedly gonna have a water bill soon, and my gas bill went up. Well, something will get better, it has to.

On a different note, I got myself back in school. I start Monday. Business. Should be easy. Hopefully will be fun XD